Its Shark's chalet for the girls in her school. So sweet rite the cikgu but they deserve itlah. Of cos, we all kinda irritated by their screaming n innocence. However...sumhow, i felt the desire to welcome motherhood and entertaining attention-seeking girls as they grabbed nuggets and gobbled it up happily. Its definitely gonna lit up marriage life and the chaos is sure to make life less mundane but more exciting. Unfortunately, Shaiful didnt seem as receptive as i did and we end up into a lil tiff dat of cos made me abandon him awhile. Not that he dont want kids but he want tame kids...probably mute girls. I was very very quiet when i was a lil girl...thanks to my parents but the moment i saw Yayi and those who allowed me to talk, i sure chatter a lot. To me its fine to at times lose control and be crazy but Shaiful, no allowance for such nonsense cos its sorta like imbecility to him. Anyway, i really enjoy myself helping Shark handling her teen chaos other than being paid with good food and good songs. Naz was there too and it made KL scent nearer. Its really not so much of me enjoying KL life but its really the great friendship living under the same roof w Shark, Fat, Naz, Sof and Eda that makes me miss miss KL very much. Last night, when Sof told me abt leaving KL and pissed w me for having not much work leaving, i felt really sad other than bad for 'menyusahkan' dia. A phase of our life is over and like it or not, we probably good friends due to circumstances but i really hope dat circunstances in KL is a beginning of a wonderful and true friendship for all 6 of us.

At the chalet too, i keep on learning the same thing abt 'too quick to judge'. Shaiful said i like to spit first before giving any chance n then lick back my 'spit' despite it being really nasty to do so. It can be too late but wadeva it is, i believe its my defense mechanism from hurt or hypocricy. I used to be an all open and embracing fella but it just lead me to pure embarassment and i guess dat made me more sceptic in life. Again awkwardness at the chalet turn to spasm of welcome that destroyed my perception with the arrival of my lucky charm 'Naz Montel'. Naz is the lucky charm in friendship. My regrets will be making foe to Librans cos i sure think that they are wonderful ppl. We all chatted and i learnt to understand...slowly being myself but then i asked myself if its fine but i already did so wtf. I understand Shark now...so do i learnt how i misjudge Fadzli's. Like my husband said, i always lick my nasty spit but if i made a mistake...then why shudnt i but just that i hope i learnt to spit less.

Sigh...ni, i cant believe it that i dont really feel holidaylah. Sheesh! Its already Saturday. Another thing, why dat janda keep on showing her bikini pic lah? Its like freedom from nuptial makes her feel like freedom of the boopies. I knoe its her prob but it just made me feel ridiculous to knoe dat we were once frens. My many weeks simpan is finally exploded here.