Shud i french my nails?
I knoe that it will look nice and different but somehow in my old fashioned heart, it just dont feel appropriate enough for nikah and budaya orang Melayu. I know that it will look good in photos but...i will just do it on some other days where Shaiful and i can admire the plain yet classy look of french manicured and pedicured nails on me.

Yeah, we are getting married...this coming Saturday. He is getting the jitterz and i think, i might be feeling a bit of it now. Like we are really getting married ah...it kinda feel surreal. Sumtimes, it feels like only yesterday that i went on depression being a fool for men n being confused. Even more weird, at times i dont remember when the yr exactly i fell into depression but i knoe that it happened. The nearer it gets, it seems the more i love him and the more willing i am to belong to him. We did quarrel tho and i always raise my voice at him. However, eventually i will feel embarassed at my idiosyncracies or really feel bad for being too self-centered.

Anyways, i had a good time getting fat yesterday tho i reli think i was being civil enuff to eat a bit less. i luv the kacang phoool lah but i have two other houses to eat. I like the sambal sotong at fadzly's houselah. Laughing at the ex-Beattians (express stream) also really ache my cheeks. I think budak Beatty kalau dah bersama macam nak pecahlah tu rumah. Express or normal...seems like sama aja. Melda daughter is adorable...so is Sharkira's lil niece dat luv stalking her. Ohhh...j'adore Fadzly's son with his gorgeous silky curl. Btw...Shaiful talked too muchlah at Fadzly's hse that i tink we shud make our move earlier. Dari kul 1030 sampai kul 12lah dia duk berbual ngan Fadzly. Boyan family normally sooo accomodating n mata kuyu pun still put a smile n layan tamu but ni wak jawa, berbual aja. Dats wat happened when u get a wak jawa comfortable w u.

K i need to shower n get ready for nails service. Its like a time for "I Belong To ME" nya lagu by Jessica simpson. Gilakan dia dah cerai abeh buat lagu gitu after the ex-hubby made a break up song.