Sumtimes i wonder how come i am flexible with my fiance?
Like how come i am not like other educated ladies who stand and demand thousand dollars worth of wedding ring, a house dat will blow off my fiance's CPF or anythings dat will make him shrivel financially and physically just because i like those things. I knoe dat i am not really a nice person and several times can be a bitch and a brat but y he still think i am so much convenient despite being emotionally dependent on him. I hate dat emotionally dependent remark because frankly, i will just shove money to my partner to make her less emotionally dependent if i am the man lah. You dont love me and i just throw her money to make her shut up and realized dat i love her. Easy rite! God is greatlah for making him ok with emotional drainage. However, i wish i am more of an emotionally independent babe. To be financially dependent, tak naklah cos frankly...ni dah financially ok pun i very emotionally dependent AND just imagine kalau duit tada...mampus, i will be a psycholah agaknya. Like it or not, i do pity some low qualifications dudes who have to satisfy wadeva the partner want even tho it may make them a 55 yr old paupers. Wat to do...u choose wat u want and condolences to Shaiful's frens who are going to marry materially demanding teachers. Had to be teachers rite...arent we all sugar coated? Kesian dia but i am glad dat i am sensitive a bit to Shaiful's financial status. Hehe...alahai, maybe i am ok cos the dapur macam pantry...kalau tak pasal tu, i probably will be the one queing up too.

We were riding around Toa Payoh and peeping at ppl's home. Some were really nice to leave their door and windows wide open for our view. Not sure if we can get the flat dat we want but i really hope we will get. Toa Payoh is so nostalgic and i almost cried passing thru lor 8 cos my primary school used to be there. Its like walking thru my childhood again. So familiar, even i have my students hanging around at the play ground near my hse. They came over and yakked w me last night. Maybe after all, Toa Payoh is where i truly belong tho i adore Tampines, Bukit Batok and Jurong. My 25 years in Toa Payoh. I love Toa Payohlah.