We had our first bad start on the date yesterday.
He was frustrated and i wasnt understanding enuff.
I realized dat i was really mean and too judgemental when i said dat fat ppl are so self-centered.
It wasnt nice and i think it wasnt true tho i agree dat Djasman and Isrin are the two self-centered fatties dat i knoe. But Shaiful and all my other frens are totally not like dat.
It flashed in front of me how Shaiful pacified me and willing to go all the way back n fro just so dat he will be there with me at my lowest. It flashed in front of me too of how Fatimah made me happy and laugh when she realized how wonderful sincere friendship can be. Naz, who will whirl up Rendang even tho he is so tired from werk or in the middle of the night just to fill my craving and hunger. Shark, for appearing with Big Gulp at night to cheer me up and also accompany me at Helda's pl right after her tiring journey from KL. Nora for always listening to my problems and withstand me despite at times, i knoe dat i can hurt her feeling.Why did i burst out such horrible remark especially when my entire life i adore these round ppl dat to me are the most adorable and lovable ppl in my life (except for those 2 bastards)? As quick as my temper, i am also quick to admit my obviouys mistake. I just hug him n teared despite at times, i am embarassed my the sudden awakening dat i am in a soap drama. I luv my fiancee and all my big frens. They are wonderful and i hate skinny ppl who think a world about their 25-cm waist line. I dislike Buyers who are dumb enuff to only bring pretty clothes and acessories to fit small people. Wat do fat ppl suppose to wear? A Sail is it? Those stupid skinny chinese who walk as if they are dinosaurs. Cant u see my fiancee? How come u all can see me n stare at me when i refuse to give u all way? I believe the fat people shud just make them fall if they wanna conquer ur pathway. I do dat and sumtimes kids do get into trouble too if their silly parents dont knoe how to tell their kids to behave. Its always the chinese kids who walk like blind mice and the malay teens who rebel. Which one is worst? I am not racist but i am highlighting the fact that the chinese i came across are totally ignorant of moral values. The world is full of shitty skinny ppl.