Spent last night on Helda's bed.
Slowly, its like getting into me dat i will no longer sleep beside Shark, Naz n Fat. Not able to hear Sof's screeching in the morning and see Zuraidah's cheeky smile. It has to be over rite but my result not out yet. I didnt do well this time in my Seni, i have a B+. Shud be ok cos wat really matter rite now is to pass everything, be it IT, Portuguese, Randai, Seni, Gamelan and my energy plus intellectual draining Latihan Ilmiah. Pass, get my honours degree and earn myself a good 2.7k salary for future marriage chapter. Its scarry dat my future rite now and at this moment depend on the result. This is the mark dat gonna make a good difference or a bad one. I am scared but i hope dat Allah wont disappoint my hardwork. After this degree, i am not sure if pursuing a master gonna be next cos i plan to dedicate the next phase to my future family. It probably not a totally fullfilled dreams but at least, if i manage to get my degree... i have gone half the way n its time to take the other path towards my maternal instinct. Age is reli catching up with me.

I spent the entire day in my pyjamas. Sleep, surf and watch tv. Being a bummer reli give me headache but i am just too tired to do anything. Tomorrow, have to see Sofia... i have to make plans with the others.