Emailed my lecturer the draft of my content page.
Its not only a content page but with details of wat i wanna include in it plus the rationale for including it. Yeah, i do include confusions and questions in the hope she will clarify it via email soon so dat i will be a little prepared before meeting her face to face.

Sigh, i am distracted with ppl moving fridgelah, cupboardlah, chairslah n sofa along my congested corridor. Thats the thing when ur unit is near the lift. I dont even knoe wat i am listening to but just swaying n switching to different mood as the player glides fr rock, rnb n now to hip hop. Yeah, a lil irritation from Hisham n also by me. Bickering msn, dats what i enjoy at times. Bickering msn always leads me to a clueless stupidity and irritates me. The joy i get from irritation cos it made me feel how stupid i am when i cant falter them in bickering.

Yesterday, Nora n Mimi came down to Toa Payoh. Yeah we chatted and i am sorry Mimi, we girls chatted too much dat we forgot ur existence. I wanted so much to ask about ur trip to Aussie but being me, i always forget about others and chatted my way about life in KL. Hey, but u laff too rite. Glad very much to hear about ur Aussie trip. Interesting and funny especially w ur dear fren who let his gayism secret out in a sex shop. Well, he was shy to buy a dildo and asked a girl to purchase for him but after dat he actually asked the shop owner if he sold gay magazines. Ahaha, WTH!
We all really captured others attention when we laffed at dat, sama my story on the maggi kambing pekak mamak. Ok...Pantera is playing. I weirdly was the one dat intro Pantera to my bros and they got crazy about it. I am not crazy of pantera but just listen cos used to go out w a dude who listens to Pantera n Dreamtheathre. Frens and ppl i was with actually influenced my interest. However not all frens lah, my secondary frens dont listen to wat i listen. I got influenced mostly by outside frens and ppl i was close to. Ok, random thots..why girls luv pencil line eye brows?

Talked to Shark and yeah, i may not knoe u but wat kinda fren actually perasan middle person but end up in reality as a middle finger. Sigh, just this comment and glad i let it out. Wanna be offended, u can start a hate blog if u want but bear in mind...i dont knoe u so wadeva i write here, shudnt matter to u n take it as a shallow comment. Fat, WTH! Does it matter if u dont forgive Shark since she dont even seek for ur forgiveness. Grow up not grow Fat! You are a freakin mother and stop ur shallow, nonsensical guilt trip. If u read this, slap me or pls ponder and think wat did u do wrong n why they didnt tell u the problem is U cos U can never accept ur flaws. Wat kinda fren are U to blame it on a fren who takes the blame for u. I dont care if the whole UM knoes or entire teacher's union tahu but i really hope u change and do the best for ppl n frens who come later in ur life. That wat matters to me an dats wvery reason why Shark n I choose to leave u on ur own. Kak Su n Erna probably share the same hope as us for u. Wat worst is maybe we might even move with them but we dont want to do dat. Ok, i haf to stop this mean ranting.

many things n many things...i want to haf slaps so dat i wont b assie. If i marry sumone, i want him to root me and pin me down. I dont want to b assie. Even if i am gonna be nice, i want to b nice not in a blunt way. I want to be eloquent in words because everytime i say truth n hurt ppl, it hurts me later. I love my frens, those who had been with me for 2-20 years. Yani was w me for 20 years. These ppl matter a million to me and its about time i learn and work extra to jaga hati diorang.