Marriage is a package of sacrifices.

Still up studying after had a long distractions w my fren n the online personas. Marriage is a real serious thing for ladies. Once u are married to the person dat u cant communicate n cant compromise or wadeva like gettin along...u are DEAD. Its hard to back out after marriage cos its a serious thing. Ladies who got into the wrong wedding band altho they were head over heels for the guy, just had to sabar and tolerate things..if not..easy way out or actually a shitty way, divorce. Kinda tuff rite. I must learn to choose the man correctly and really talk things out seriously b4 deciding to marry. Btw, i am gonna call Z tomorrow to tell her the right thing n dat is go back n take wadeva shit w ur hubby since u are already married to him. Sacrifices. I hate the fact dat wat mum, angelic's face and erna said are true. Wake up liza cos u are dreaming.

Mum cooked spaghetti but i didnt haf much appetite probably cos of dat issue. Maybe i am too egoistic in my dreamland. I shudnt be cos at the end of the day, i wont gain much or prove anything. At least, it remind me of where my place gonna be always. But this doesnt mean, i am quiting studies. just dat i haf to constantly remind myself of things being a Malay ladi in a Malay world.