Work!

Rise and shine to a good day of work. Wake up lazy ass! We haf to get to do sum real work to fill up those skeletons on paper. I have to be hard on myself and i cannot be lazy. Went home late last night after a heart pizza session n non stop conversation about ghosts and funny incidents in life. Cant deny the fact dat as we progress in the material world and too contented w logical science, we tend to deny the existence of certain things altho it is featured in religions and old beliefs. Howeva, we started believing old beliefs and testaments after experienced it ourselves. I am guilty of dat too and the experience at Pandan still fresh in my mind cos after dat, i can see things if things wanna reveal to me. Howeva both of my frens haf not seen things but can feel and experience creepy feeling n sweet scent in parks at late night. Then we chatted abt funny experiences w mrt. Told them abt the time where a face was stuck in btw mrt doors right in front of my morning face. Nora got her skirt stuck and Mi got his school back stuck. Scarry n funny incident cos Mi is very tall, he was once slapped by a bus side mirror and went into concussion. We then walked n chilled at Pasir Ris Park before saying gdbye. Mi sent me home since i stayed far away while Nora took the cab home. My two lovely frens and i am thankful dat i am their meeting point of fate. didnt realize dat they had been together for one n a half year cos frankly, i feel like its only yesterday they saw each other in my hse for Hari Raya. Cousin Maya is engaged and heh! Serve my dad right for being scolded by Maya's father who is his own friend cos he forgot to attend the engagement since he is always too busy at work. At times, i hate my dad cos he is too workaholic dat he forget the importance of family. I luv him for being responsible but responsibility is not only providing material well being but also love and attention, dad. Sigh!

Didnt meet Z yesterday cos sumone need a fren to talk. She is smart and like all humans, we at times lost control n lose our focus. Its typical my dear friend and everyone made mistake but just dont make it as a continuous excuse for making mistakes. U are great and u are strong, U can change if u try and want to, Changing doesnt mean u haf to be w sumone who can change u or the one in the past. Changing begins fr U. Be truthful and sincere cos he need u to be sincere tho it may hurt him a bit. He is innocent and dont forget he started as a friend. He may be different from u but he is human like u too. U are great and i knoe it and do be sincere to him and to urself k. Free urself from a love dat u seek in desperation to change or even move on. Its not a right reason to start with but end it by saying the truth and u definitely, gonna feel the less burden.

Ps. Thanks Nora for giving a moon cake to my mum. U made me happy when i saw my mum's contented smile at the sight of it.