Bourne Supremacy

Wat a long day today cos i just reached home. It began in the morning w endless conversation w Moksin who lost his cat. Had to cancel my plan to visit the library cos its kinda rare to talk to my fren who is in Arizona. Talked about lotsa things and again we were like bro n sister. He shared w me a part of his experience in life and kinda heh, teared a bit lah him. Its about a forewarning he had at Mecca but he was heedless and created a regretful mistake later. Then, i did catch a half an hour in the library before running off to see Momok. Late n thank God, my kakak angkat was ok. Dinner at Yoshi and then a treat for Bourne Supremacy dat i enjoyed. After that, i brought her to my fav spot since those junkie days but at the same time hoping dat i dont bump on old frens. Tho a familiar face in a bunch of guys dat walked back n fro looking at us. We talked a lot about ppl n life in general. Sum inquistive ppl, i chose dat adjective basically to show how looks fabricates their inner self. Sum manipulative ppl who made use of innocent strangers to prove a point on revenge perhaps. Selfishness and its real selfishness k not the superficial kind cos this selfishness is all about making use of others for ur own benefit. How frens eat frens and how ppl wanna draw support fr others just to prove they are right. Telling as in confiding is good but not to tell n gain support just to show u are right. Every happening has a right n a wrong in dat individual. U are not totally right n i am not totally wrong too so by pulling ppl to ur side, doesnt mean u are right. If u are right, Allah knoes u are n even u urself knoe it. Dont need ppl or majority vote. I am guilty of confiding but not to make my frens side me but to advise me sincerely. When u pull ppl to ur side, u are actually not confiding but asking to b understood and supported. Again, i repeat pls dont judge sumone wholly based on an incident u experienced. Howeva, dats just my thots dat i wanna live by and if u ppl dont agree, i thanked u for reading. Many things but one thing for sure, Allah pls give happiness to those converts who had been disappointed by their partners. Yeah, God is almighty cos i realized today dat God actually grant good things to ppl who had been so mean to others in the hope dat they will repent and realized. Therefore, shudnt complaint much about unfair cos its probably more about giving chances to realize. Tsk, again God made me learn things thru my own bitter experience.

So that was all and at times, u knew things w/o being 'inquisitive' but revelations just cum to u when u only offer ears n shut ur mouth. I hope those ppl changed especially the one who still has a spot in my heart tho he is always hurting me. I hope dat no one-sided bad things said about me but if it did, things will slowly revealed by God. I made mistakes n i admit it but if i dont, i will be really upset to b accused. Thats my nature and so everyone's nature too.

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