My family

Last evening was kinda bad. The bloody bus driver actually made us wait for an hour so dat we can b transfered to another bus to Jln Sultan. Madness rite and being hungry, really didnt help much especially when u were pmsing. However, Shark kinda laffed at my silly childhood tales of how sensitive i was n under the delusion dat i was adopted since i looked diff fr my siblings. Then, the 2 ladies just scared Fadzly with our hunger as we struggled w the red tulang n breads. We looked like barbarians and yeah, i taught Sharky hot to sip the sum sum w a straw. We were totally oblivious and all dat matter was tulang. Fadzly just couldnt help laffing n smiling. Sharky, as usual, the scarry looking carnivore w stained tudung. So happy, she unleashed the Indian in her last night. Reached home by the mrt from Lavender, i miss Singapore but the Chinese faces kinda irritated me and made me realized how immigrants had slowly ate up the Malay land. Probably, i haf to move out one day and be like an immigrant but better cos i will learn to respect other ppl's country. Dad missed me a lot that he hugged n kissed me hard. Mum was asleep. I cleaned up the kitchen for her just to show her how much i miss her. Today, i woke up to do errands for mum n settle bills. My fav song, There she goes, is on air. Wonder when will i really intrigue a guy's mind w my presence dat he yearn for me. Well, talked to mum. We miss each other. She is making doughnuts later. Cousin Sulatastri n Mala gave birth to adorable boys. I dont knoe when i can see them. I hope those boys turn out well in life, a true man who made great father and have good characters. If i haf a kid, i will raise my boys real well. I make sure they treat women well cos i am a woman myself. Thats my promise. Hafiz, did the family proud again cos he excel in his NCC. I told mum not to make him quit in any of his CCas since he is really doing well in studies n CCAs tho he dont haf time for tuition. Reminded mum, not to force my bro into doing wat he dont like. I am happy for Hafiz tho i kinda worried a bit about his lack of interest in BGR thingy. Dont he like any girls? Really, i am worried w the influx of gayism. It looks like a stupid trend when teernagers nowadays embracing it. I hope nothing like dat gonna happen in my family. Dear Allah, pls protect my brother Hafiz and make him strong. Dats abt all. Disappointment: didnt wake up early to catch my students in school. Suddenly, i felt Singapore no longer belong to me especially after i think about the phrase Singapore Idol. The policies and ministers probably killed my Singapore that i knew once i was a lil girl.