Eccentric Me

Am i guilty of doing gd things and not realizing it? It did went in after Fat said dat last night. However, i dont really think I am doing much of a gd thing. Its a normal thing to do, helping ppl so wats so good abt it. Anyway, i only do things to Prakash cos i want to n if i dont want, i just tell him off. Entahlah, maybe its just me and at times i dont understand why i will want to do things or assgs w him altho i knoe its gonna b troublesome if i compare it w others. Do i haf much of a choice cos i knoe dat Prakash only haf me. It doesnt really matter cos frankly by nature, i do like to work alone.

Gonna do Tatabhs assg w Prakash.I demanded an exception fr the sweet, pretty tutor who has the same name as me. Pretty, gentle n petite girls normally haf the same name as me. I do agree dat i am pretty, sweet n petite to a certain extend k altho if its only a drop. SHUT UP! IF U PPL DONT AGREE.SCRAM! Hehe.....

Pity all these blind studentslah, they are given opportunity to enter Uni probably all cos for name n to escape from being accuse of neglecting the blind but actually, they are not provided much in the university except for carels and yeah, the nearest college to their faculty. They shud haf braille books k and lotsa considerate 'celik' ppl to help them. The uni just fail in teaching the students abt considerate n sensitivity towards others n the surroundings. I dont wanna talk a lot abt dat cos it make me MAD. Dont talk abt other Singaporean teachers...i am ashamed of them lotsa times for not helping others. I am stuck in the whole society of ignorant brats who only think of themselves and b good only to ppl who they can benefit from. Singaporeans..satu hal..Malaysians pun the same. Anyway, i always believe dat if u wanna do gd shudnt expect anything in return so its best if they dont..make them STAY AWAY fr me too cos i hate ppl who feel obligated.

I cant wait for weekend cos i wanna watch Spiderman w media lady n Sharky. Monkey not staying...probably need to sign her deed. Money not in yet and i am so dry. Have to tunda my sewa, i hope my hsemate understand. Yesterday, talked to Snufflefagus. Happy for him cos more income coming in thru his talent. He is teaching at Attitude Music School. Ppl definitely dont understand why shud i be happy for sumone dat i am not close too but i an really happy if anyone get cash from doing wats halal n they like...esp music or art form.

Entahlah, i do really think i am weird but i dont think i am bad weird. It saddened me at times when i dont fit but i knoe i am doing wat my yayi n dad believe in. Frankly, i still wish for a happy n simple lifelah. Whoeva who dislike me, pls just b away and dont cum back. Dont even haf ill thots abt doing harm to me. Just go away n forget me. Pls God, i cant take the torture of being hurt and making that whoeva fella hurt me. Rambling nonsense. Plslah...just make me happy and grant me sumone dat i love n love me too.Sincere love cos i can only do dat n i hate obligations ...Allah, u knoe wat i want.