Balding Robbers

Blessed w a comp lab dat has 15 pcs, i can update my blog for u ppl...my fans. Ahahaha! Pls at times, i do wanna feeling diva w nice ppl wanna knoe wassup w my life. My life is funlah but at times its shitty cos i may get emotional w heart breaks or being a queer soul to the 'normal' society. I am all human k...remembering the joker in Solitaire Mystery. U buggers, pls lah eh..try read sum life stuff to be all thankful abt being human and all alive w character. Bursting w character and not condemning others WEIRD just cos u think u are soooo normal k. Apa aku berbual ni..dahlah jgn layan.
Oraito...yesterday after meeting fat, Shark went crazy w Dorothy Perkins....i fell in luv w 3 chic cool tops. Makkkkkkkk, lend me money pls. My clothes are too small n short for ur growing daughter. I haf not gone shopping for the past 2 yrs k. See how deprived i am of being a woman. Pls just give me RM 140 for shopping n i gladly spend it wisely on 3 gd tops. I miss looking pretty especially now cos i haf a huge cooking acne below my lips dat Fat luv to laff at. At least make her laff n i laff at it too. Macam volcano. Oh yah, in case u ppl wondering, i dont skip class just dat my lecturer EnCik Nazri not here. Lecture tunda til a staple date. Farklah, gonna be much ketinggalan just cos i follow my dream. Sumting good gonna cum, i believe.

This morning, we got angry at balding mamak couple who unethically rampas our cab. Shark was angry n shouting pas tu konon nak put dat couple on a guilt trip by saying," Hello, we haf a pregnant lady her." Hopeless, they are damn inconsiderate tau n this baldi balding hubby said that they change to the quota system. I shouted and start calling names. Biasalah me. SHUT UP U BALDIE! Shark n I pointed our middle finger at balding couple hoping dat their cab will broke down on their way to court maybe, filing for a divorce. Kinda exaggeratedlah but we were just making reasons why they were rude in the hope to understand n forgive them. Balding Mamaks dat woke up on the wrong side of the bed and became robbers instead of a normal intelligent n ethical human. We laffed it off reflecting on how angry we were and kinda sillylah. Fat, she is the best, just too caught up w her mixed berry ribena pastilles.

I am weirdlah tau and at times too difficult to understand. It saddened me n i long for ppl to understand me. Really, i long for dat. Howeva, i dont think i am a bad person..just dat i am weird n i dont knoe how to be nice for the sake of ethics ke hapa ke or respectlah. When i am nice cos i am nice but when i dont feel like being nice, doesnt mean i am not nice tau..just dat ...aiyah, frankly..i can understand why ppl wont understand me lah. I am not difficult lah. I think if i can understand ppl, why cant they try to understand me? I am weird n u are normal...in ur eyes so if i can comprehend ur normality, why cant u do dat? U get wat i mean...we werk as hard as each other k. I am not emotional w certain things cos again like i say, its a love hate thing.

Well, today is a long day. Glad dat i can help Prakash move around cos i want to n not cos i feel bad for Fat k. Its just me lah and anywhere where i can be myself, i am happy. Prakash may be blind but i am just muself w him. Kalau nak hantar, i hantar kalau tak i wont. He knows it. So bila ni seni class nak mula. I yearn for studying.

Bye...hope period not here til esok. Muacks