I made my decision that i am not inviting all my colleagues to the reception. Dont have enough cards so prioritize. Who should be invited base on several working experience? Mother tongue dept, Shanti, Haymini, Edwin, Mdm Aini, Mrs Ooi and thats about it. I hope the others wont mind. Its not like i dont want to extend friendship but i have restrictions or should i say limited resources. UM frens, the normal household plus kak Su & Erna. Other cards need to be given to relatives. Soooo reception just abt 3 weeks away and its at Jurong West, in-laws pl. I hope that those i invite will come. My dear frens like Shark, Sof, Naz, Zuraida, Fat, Yani & Nora...i will notify u all via email n sms. Please dont kecik hati with the way the invites are being presented. It really means a lot for u all to come tho it actually means a bonus for Prakash to come. So please come to see me, take memorable pics with me so that i can show my kids later about the wonderful experiences w u ppl AND...fill up your tummy with the gorgeous briyani that i am partly sad too cos my ego and heart wont want me to invite the niece of the cook. Its a simple wedding that is more than just simple w ppl that matters appearance.

Last night, again was disapponted by husband. I dont mind him being late but at least call me that he will be late and call me before he ride off. I hate waiting and he always dont get me. I expressed angrily at him that it will be so wonderful to have a scandal to fill me up while waiting for him. He said i always intend to hurt him but wat about him continuously making me hurt. Waiting is a torture especially when the husband ride a bike instead of hailing a cab or drive a car. Getting all pretty and ready but only to flash it about 3 hours later...totally futile. Pfft...i just grabbed a meal and be a lil considerate by getting him his mushroom swiss before presenting myself to him. I refuse to talk since other than going thru those agony, i had to be hungry for hours since i want to have lunch and dinner with him. He is sooo infuriatinglah!!! But, i love him and theres always a lil spot of love even tho how angry i am at him. He is taking me for grantedlah...taking me like that just cos he think i am the safest wife there is.

We went to Mustafa to get a few things. Its crowded as usual with indian expatriates living the India phase of life and we, impatient singaporeans, getting pissy and cursing under our breath discreetly. Shaiful had a terrible headache going thru the menacing loud crowd. He wanted a ginger tea and badam gheer to cool himself and made him burp. Head home around 10 plus and laze on my bed til its time to go when the wife almost asleep. I knoe he love me and his timing that always fail me to see the greater part of his love.