Ada yang tertinggal setelah terbenam mentari
Ada yang tertinggal setelah kering air di kali
Alam telah meyakinkan Kau mesti pergi kau mesti
Alam telah meyakinkan Kau mesti kembali
Bagai yang telah dijanjikan Illahi
Ada yang tertinggal setelah musnah semua mimpi

Kekal selamanya cintaku dengan cahayamu
kekal selamanya tetap dalam ingatanku

Lemas dalam rindu tenggelan dalam tangisan
Engkau telah pergi Tapi masih ada
Yang kau tinggalkan Dalam kalbuku....Yang ....Tinggal....Yang...Tinggal........................AKU!!!!!

Luv luv the song. Altho my voice no good but i am so proud of myself dat i can sing along to this song during Karaoke w the two good singers (Shark and Brown). My husband was there too singing his fav songs like Soldier of Fortune, Zombie and Awie songslah (me not much of a fan to Awie). His voice very abang-abanglah but he was upset later dat he cant sing much of the songs like he used to do. I SOOOOOO ADOOORE Searchlah. They make me as maniac as listening to MSP but of cos MSP lagi rilek. Finally, a session with the always busy popular couple. When fadzli's fren smsed or called him, i admit that i was kinda piss dat they had been menyibuk asking for attention to the extend dat i feel deprived.

At the Karaoke Studio, we bumped onto my auntie who is just a year older than me. I knoe she kinda like having it hard to intro me as her niece to her frens cos it definitely make her sound older. It feels weird a bit tho i am proud dat i have an auntie who is very close to my age. I remembered as a kid, i was so envious dat dad gave my auntie lotsa attention that i purposely shut the door when i saw her fingers at the side. Got scolded altho i pretended that it was an accident. Guess, she was sensitive about my feeling and later gave me her Care Bear. Nice rite but i forget ger goodness easily when dad is nicer to her and hard on me. Not that my dad hates me but he insisted on grooming me to be a sacrificing sister (explains why i once felt like i was adopted) and a good host (my auntie was a regular guest in my hse during our growing up days). He could have done less damage if he chose to explain to me right but growing up in a traditional and simple Malay family, that makes it valid.

Apart from that awkwardness, my auntie probably shy that she was seen karaoke-ing w her frens and a potential suitor. She is a divorcee with a kid so that makes it even more worried on her part that she dont give me a wrong idea. I really think its finelah for a lil joy on her part. Lagi pun dah lama dia jadi solo and bukannya, i see her buat perkara yang tak senonoh. She is single now and its her right to hang out and have fun on a Saturday. My lil cousin (her son) is probably spending time with his dad or my other cousins. Some ppl may think dat its not nice for a janda to be seen with other males. It is not nicelah if they are seen with married man cos i can invite gossips or ill-thoughts but that will also take into consideration of the situation/venue. However, if both are unattach...its a free country for the dating world but of cos w a lil more discreet and integrity if there are kids image to take care. Anyway, i hope my auntie will marry a good and responsible guylah this time. I hope the man too can accept my lil cousin and treat him as his own and part of his children later with her.

Another good song...my chemical romance: i dont love you, growing interest in them.