CA has already started. Today i manage to teach my 2T. Not all listen tho but at least they do their work. I want to try push a boy who has really good voice because i really see his potential. At least able to read and know lotsa words. I told him abt it but its really tufflah encouraging 2T. Everyone talking about motivation and giving ideas but doing it, aint perfect as saying it. 2T can never be quiet, well except dat one lesson on drugs. Its almost heavenlah when they are quiet and attentive. With the work load of form teachership (it really takes a lot of energy in me) and CCD, its almost impossible to really plan and prepare a good lesson. I miss last year. This Thursday, i will have to do house visiting with my co-form. Luckily, i have a co-form who can speak and understand Chinese. If only i listen to my mum and not waste her money on Chinese lesson dat i was at first interested to take when i was 17. I hope to take that up so that at least, i can help the Chinese students. When teaching in neighbourhood school, i realized that the Chinese students too have greater problems. Some of them are nice but its difficult to get thru them n help them a bit to realize the importance of education. I learnt that parental and family support in education is very important. I will stop teaching once my kids go to primary and later, secondary. I wont want my kids to be abandoned due to the demanding job of teaching. Seeing my students, its a struggle for them. I pity them...sum w punched face. I am thankful that my father had been there protecting his kids from gangsterism. He once went into my bro's school and warned a group of boys who threatened my bro to join a gang.

Teachers...how much can we do? Students, their eyes will really glitter if they get support and the protection at home more than in school.