I woke up earlier instead cos if i am to sleep again, i dont think i can wake up on time. Anyway, the anti-climax of yesterday's Teachers Day Dinner began sooner than the thought of coming back to school on a Saturday for Parent-Teachers Meeting. It was held at Holiday Inn and hotel food has never been a great deal for me. However, the entertainment was good except for a few hiccups. FTPSS, its never a perfect one to begin with but so does other school.

I arrived together with the few others by bus. Sat beside Zaihana before others join me. The recent squabble btw Syed and the ferring ladies dont really turn so bad cos he decide to seat with us. Many times, i do get pissed when the guys always pick me as a 'konon-flirty' reason why they shud be sitting. Why? Cos i can feel them macam meluat gitu. The price i have to pay for sitting on the fence. Of cos the hot econ teacher came with a surprisingly very low cut dress dat expose her wonderful bosoms. She has gorgeous skin that night like it glows but kinda disappointing to see the deep cleavage near to food. The guys commented dat they had to close their eyes made me embarassed for her. Frankly, i dont get it why she need to expose when she already so gorgeous without exposure. She then asked Fendi to serve the ladies but i guess i am not part of the ladies cos she never like offer to put food on my plate. Wait probably cos, i myself dare to bend and poked some crabsticks. Lama pulak tu and all they guys like bingit. Syed was yelling out why shud Fendi layankan diorang. Of cos, Fendi later realized it was a stupid move to try embarassed the manipulators. Madam Juwana, i guess she kinda suffocated by the scene. Then the Lamb Chop song by a teacher. While everyone was laughing and clapping hands to that song, i was thinking that there must be something wrong with her to sing that irritating song. True enuff, she cracked and broke down but continue singing. Scare me sial but i guess i deserve it since i scared ppl too when i was depressed. The guys were mean when they try to grab her mike n whispered to each other that 'she must be crazy' in Britney Spears tune. I was scared too. Yeah kids are tuff and i hope that i will take really good care of myself. At the end of the day, i am no GOD to change and make a difference instantly. Glad Surimah was there. Despite not as good as showing to her my care and concern like others but she still cling to me. She looks pretty and only God knoe how glad i was to see her.

Oh yeah, Shella came back. Second Teachers' Day Gift for me and surprisingly, i got a bonus when Ristah mum called to say 'Thank You'. I am a new teacher and i sincerely think that a bit too much effort since she only did well for the first time during my small CA II. I mean theres still a major one coming up to see if she really progress. But i knoe dat she did progress in attitude cos she always write down wadeva examples of sentences in class. Anyways, i hope this small portion will encourage me to sanity when i am feeling blue. Nope, i dont give my students rewards or token to mengampu them but i am doing dat to thank them for passing my paper and making the effort to study. Anyway, i hope my students will continue to strive for good passes next if they passed this CA2. Amin.