I am contemplating if i shud actually go back on Friday evening or the next day.
Reason is dat Nora's family need to spend a night in KL since their flight from Egypt is being delayed. Sigh, i dislike delayed flight but will think of a solution before tomorrow morning.

LI is snailing and it seems to be too much word from the analysis side.
Tired, pissed and i do feel like shooting sum ppl except my hsemates of cos.
Sofia...i am beginning to enjoy her irritating self.
Last night, i kinda think dat she is adorable and kiddy.
We all decided to go for a stroll in the lil attempt to lead a healthy life.
Of cos, one round dont made us sweat enuff but we all decided to be naughty and jumped onto the baby pool. Naz n Sof were the nastiest and 'naughtiest', pulling me violently into the pool tho i want to and then trying to pull the bigger Zuraida into the pool. Zuraida had a lil shock of her life but she was lucky cos we cant pull her down. For a while, i think dat i rather be childish in this way then trying to not befriend another cos another wants to befren the another person. I am sick of gray ppl and i will try to accept my fate w gummi bear. Frankly, i dont even want to steal gummi bear. Gummi bear and i had been frens for long and why ppl make me feel dat its an offence for gummi bear to spend sum time w me. Sum times i feel dat its all a big mistake coming to KL and meeting other people dat i totally couldnt adapt and be normal frens with. Every min, i have to constantly be reminded of taking care of their feelings. Frustratinglah. It makes me like a jerk tau knowing semuanya aku yg salah. Aku tak leh kawan ngan dia tu cos i have to b SENSITIVE to another. ARGHHHH!!!!

By the way, Alinah was sweetlah semalam. I dont knoe how to handle sweet ppl, really.
I am not nice but not totally nasty. I am sombong but not really a snob. Just dat, deep in me...i do wish dat i can smile n greet everyone rather than having the blank look or i am rushing to the next class or please i wanna be alone. Pls, i am not being sarcastic. I am envious of friendly smiley ppl like Kas is an example...Naz too...Naz not reallylah. Frankly, i can only think of Kas as the most friendliest bear in UM. Again, even me blogging abt this to let out me feeling...i might be attacked and disliked. Sigh...gray, gray *7$#%@!!!!


Paranoid Android Moa!!!