I dreamt of him last night.
Was crying badly as he migrated.
Its like in the dream, he was doing all dat to be near me in a discreet manner.
He was too egoistic to tell me dat he love me and also too scared to risk his heart again.I loved him n wished he would break all barriers in him.
Sigh, one of those tired dreams dat u cried a lot.

I am no guru in lurve but along the path, i learnt dat i cant have love if i am neither opening or risking my heart. Sum ppl fell n got too scared dat they actually missing out many things when they dont want to risk anything. It hurts, every heartbreak stabs one crazily but your heart still the same n untouched. Hurt is just a feeling n it will go and come again. Heart is concrete but hurt is an abstract. Hey, wat am i talking about. K wadeva but risk ur heart smartly not selfishly and not even greedily to anyone who appreciates my lil concern.

To all my UM frens:


So its going back to KL tonight.
Exams!!!!!
I can only assure ppl dat i have tautan in my brain but probably just 80%.
Trying to grasp the other concepts.
Yesterday was only possible in the morning cos the rest of the day was to visiting w my other 2 close frens plus Shaiful. Every hse makan and my stomach began to give me prob perfectly at Shaiful's hse. Baguskan! Wat an impression made to his mum when i keep on visiting his toilet. This morning pun, i kept on farting regularly dat Hafiz got irritated. Shaiful's mum looks adorable w her tiny features but she gave me a bold and an intellectual aura. My dad, he kinda upset dat i didnt intro Shaiful properly to him. Mum told me this morning but i didnt mean to upset him. The time will come for proper introduction. Ok, maybe i just dont knoe how to intro him to dad. How do u ppl intro ur other half to ur parents? Suddenly this thing matters n its like weird. I am embarassed.