Sunday, June 26, 2005

Hello!
Before anything, i would like to whine about my lost panties.
@#4#*$%, boleh hilang ni...2 pulak tu.
However, the biggest @#$% is dat i had a tiff w my mum.
Shark had to tell me about the story of a blind mum.
Before dat she showed me her mum's smses and i nangis .
Then, i got reminded of how ungrateful i was to my mum.
I love her a lot tau, dat old lady and yeah dat old man too.
Many times punya sayang but i am such a failure in expressing it affectionately.
Must apologize to her tomorrow cos it had been making me uncomfortable.

I went to get panties w Kak Zuraidah earlier before hanging out w Sharkeroo.
Watched vcds while babysitting Cheryll & Charmaine.
Dinner at Istanbul before a chilling session at Bedok Reservoir w Ja n her lover boy.
I hated Ja for making my 'luminous' fair skin an issue but not really hate lah, cuma feeling nak merajuk. But again like WTH, Ja sure didnt mean to offend me and i shudnt be sooooo feeling.

Talking about feeling, Shark told me about ppl saying i am dumblah and blah blahlah or apalah cos i spelled or typed horrible english. I didnt knoe ppl who hated me still read my blog but tak kisahlah, my blog online and its a choice to read or not. Just Random 101 boleh kecoh balik. Haiyah, banyak susahlah. Frankly i dont care but sedihnya, my frens do care. To some ppl this kinda thing is spicy but to me its unnecessary. Taglah seberapa banyak or bloglah wadeva u want cos at the end of the day, its ur blog and its ur right. U wanna say i am dumb ker bimbo ker hapa ker, i dont carelah. Typing gd perfecto English means a lot to u but its definitely not to me cos wadeva u wanna boast abt how intelligent or apa apalah, i dont think i need to speak good english to make my own frens understand me and paling best as well as most importantly, i dont have to speak, write or even type gd english to communicate w Allah. Mati nanti pun kalau ilmu setinggi gunung or english distinction pun, bukannya jawab soalan kubur dalam bahasa Inggeris. Sigh, get a griplah. Banyak beristighfar n bukan apa...tengok porn? Apa seh tengok porn?

I have greater things to b bothered about like graduating, completing 5 times prayers, taking care of my parents, loving my bf, saving up to get married kalau ada jodoh and list goes on but to b affected by ppl who wanna see me as dumb cos i am not gd in my english is pointless. Thus, i beg my frens dont bother by it. Thos ppl who still read my blog, u can write an essay of my stupidity or wadeva lah in ur blog, i am not stopping u all but i definitely will not retaliate thru my blog. Tulislah sampai penat or taglah seberapa banyak...TAKKAN KU LAYAN.

ps: Ni pun dah rasa ada pembaziran karen but frens, pls ignore them.

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