Thursday, May 05, 2005

Si Victor ni belum balik-balik dari leave k. Grrrr.
Sharky going to hang out w me later since she has an interview in a learning centre at Toa Payoh. I am thinking of enrolling myself as a tutor at Mendaki or AMP. Time to give back to the society but lets think and consider first cos i am actually undertaking an LI project. Sheesh, i cant wait to grad and go back to work so that i can make myself available to helping the malays. I hope too very much that i get posted to neighbourhood schools cos i really want the blood sucking opportunity to bring a little progress in education to the Malays. Thats my dream k altho it may not be materialistic but i definitely need materialistic things to help them. Told him that if i ever-ever get really wealthy, a definite percentage of my income will go every month to education supports on a few very poor malay kids. I cant be idealistic and ambitious wanting to help all right cos i cant. I hope by helping those few, they will in turn help others.

We were looking at classified and i seemed to enjoy my circling ads job. He was having his lunch and i was taking the job assigned to me seriously and pretending that it was actually me looking for the job. Frankly, i am excited about job finding and wish he is as excited as me but pretty rilek mat. Called a few companies and going for an interview tomorrow. Others, he will need to send in his resumes. Then, we went off to Zam Zam so that i cana have my briyani lunch and share w him. I luv Arab Street k and cant wait to get some cash cos i am in love w a tudung there, a few tops and bags. Very cheap but cheap pun kalau tader duit how?

At 7, we made our way to PS to meet Nora. Nora want to see the dead Wee Kim Wee and as frens, i drag myself n him to accompany her. Istana was great altho i kinda like got mabuk cos of the strong flower smell. Err, i knoe like most malays wont agree to my way of bacakan Al-Fatihah to a non muslim. He dont too but i am thinking like why it has to be like that. Anyway, if i am gonna go to hell for bacakan Al- Fatihah for every dead non muslims i came across then i deserve itlah but i dont mean to tarnish the good n holiness of koran verses. Its just my doa that hopefully God will give these ppl some peace since despite of being non muslims, they probably did have done some really good and noble things i bet. Okie, okie...still not convincing rite but let Allah be the one who judge me lah.

Then he treated Nora and I to waffles at Gelare. Heh, i politely asked him if i can eat Gelare. He smiled and skippedy doo, Gelare made my day. Met Mimi after his exam then we all sat outside 7 eleven with shared green curry maggi, fish burger and big gulp. This is like the highlight of the day. My ultimate joy of eating cup noodle and drinking big gulp outside 7eleven. The really first joy of teenagehood dating moment being played again later in my life but w another couple.

Thank you Allah.

An old fren's grandma just passed away yesterday. Semoga roh Jom Bte Salleh dicucuri rahmat ke atasnya. Sedekahkanlah Al-Fatihah.

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