Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Hi Rafaat and thanks, will email u for help.
Hmmm, good progress cause i woke up at 10 today.
Went out w Leen and she was nice wanting to accompany for the interview.
Unfortunately, interview cancelled and i felt bad for 'susahkan' Leen and the guy.
The guy had to rush to work again but good news, i still have Leen around to eat satay and listen to her detective story of Kurt Cobain's death. Very interesting and that is what i like mixing around w other ppl because i get to learn from them. If any of you teenagers read this or perhaps any grads, gain extra wonderful knowledge by mixing with people out of your circle. Please dont use excuses that you cant communicate because of academic or intellect. Farklah, intelligence is a vague thing due to its width. You will be at a losing end if you only want to mix with people who speaks your language and of the same wavelength. Be appreciative of differences cos they are a lot to learn from differences. I remembered during my teenage days and early adulthood, i cannot breathe with people who dont share what i like and start restricting myself to cliques so that i feel belonged. Unfortunately, it suffocated me when i feel that my mind is not broadening and it sickened me to like degrade another fella who is not of the same mindset as me. Yeah, such an ass rite but i am still an ass. Just not really a 'groupie' ass. Another confession, i learn a lot from my outside friends. I mean outside the circle of educators. Yeah, i am a cikgu altho i dont like to bring that up. Thus, i will tell my students education only prepares u on 'words' but the real world test u on the 'actions' and measure if ur 'actions' tally with ur 'words'. Its all right to be swayed but not drifting forever.

Tomorrow is going back to KL day. Sheesh, i suddenly feel lazy to leave sg. Wish i can irresponsibly dump to Sharky my keys but NO, i shall not do that. I dont want to palliate lamely and selfishly. Anyway, i need to go to UM library and find some reading materials on semantic.

Seeing baked sea lions at Mumbai breaks my heart. Imagine the cries of those animals. I luv sea lions.

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