I dont think i am much of a team worker since frankly, i always like things to be done in certain ways especially when i like dat things. Howeva, i always try to pull myself into reality and control myself instead of trying to control others tho...its a very tuff one. You may haf gd idea about certain things but gd idea can be too idealistic if u wanna do it alone. Unfortunately, working in a group u may find sumone who is the same like u and i end up being demoralised and begin to lose interest if dat person want the team to follow strictly to his/her idea. Pros and Cons of giving in. BIG ADVANTAGE is i avoid any conflicts with silence and puppet agreement. I hate conflicts but as much as i hate conflicts, i hate killing myself and freedom. In a team work, if another has a real gd idea dat i like and understand, i will definitely want to accept it. But again, life is full of many personalities and for me when i give in...dat means, i cant be bothered and when i am silent dat means i dont wanna be bothered by it.

First team work in Academic reading class was ok-ok. No competition and frankly, girls are more sensitive and less authoritative. Howeva, girls normally are less creative and dont see much of a bigger picture. Guys sum are majorly pure slackers who cant be bothered while sum guys luv to jump on ur spot and claim it as his. This kinda guy dont wanna listen to ur explanation and logic when u said certain things are not dat acceptable. I am talking about confident guy w balls of confidence and i think i haf one in my class tho he is nice enuff to give me a ride to my faculty after class. This is definitely a superficial judgement of everyone i worked with in my academic reading class. My second group consists of an inactive shy girl and a confident parrot. Anyway, its like the first day w them and things definitely gonna be diff on the second day. I like academic reading too cos i luv doing a fishbone or a tree of informations.

Went back alone.Have my period early this month and the only thing dat helps a lot is my hotdog meal. At times irritated by snobbish Malay Singaporean tourists in the bus but i thank them cos i got an unexpected gift courtesy of their negligence. Smsed him and only disappointed further by his continuous reminder of low card value and busy state. Its over and sting a bit but i will be fine. Frankly, i am tired of many things. It will probably lead to armageddon if i list it down. Nothing made me happy much these days except for the sound of the kompang.

Naz called to accompany her to Johore. I will be quiet probably but i just wanna contain myself w things. Frankly, i dont wanna give a fark abt ppl's feeling more til i cum back to my senses. Period doesnt help.