Saturday, November 20, 2004

My pc is gila-gila or actually suffering fr asthma perhaps. This morning, it is ok while last night, it let me down. My poor pc but pls pc sayang, hold on til i grad k before u go. I knoe u had been w me for almost 5 years so pls hold on. My beloved compaq presario dat had served me well in the building of my career. I love u very much for being with me so pls just two years more sayang before u retire.

Came back fr Mi's place at 5 mins to midnight. He was supposed to send Nora first but dat lady got attracted to henna hand beautifying service offered by Raudah and Mi's mum. The three of them look good together fussing about the henna on the couch. Nora gets along well with everyone and even her bf's family.I envy such beautiful picture of life. Left Mi with a typical sentence of road safety advice.

Last night, i called Zuher after that afternoon he said i am ignoring him. Dear Zuher, i am not ignoring u. I thot u are ignoring me. Kinda tuff but such a lovely thing when he pretend for attention. We talked a while on the phone and as usual, he talked about his past dat he was kinda pissed and his dream of earning doing wat he likes. He sounded so comfortable and relaxed to talk to when he is like lazing n dreamy. A part of his emotional part dat i luv to see in guys. Told him about a DJ's abandoned flat at Bedok South. It gave us creep and i weirdly think dat the house is crying for help to be happy and unhaunted. A few good mins of conversation and i am off to bed. Hugging my pillow and thot about hammock, tent, ice-cream til i fell asleep in the cool rainy night.

Thot of the 7 yr old boy in True Files. I definitely wont mind me slapped as a kaypoh if i witnessed such major abuse on kids. I questioned the bond btw a mother and her kids in such situation. I questioned humanity and wat made another so driven by the fire of hatred to hurt sumone helpless trememdously. In that case, i really blame the mum. Where is her maternal vibes and responsibilities?

....tik tok tik tok..its tikking to school.

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