Tak baikkan some teachers or maybe a teacher. Dia complaint to my HOD dat i selalu naik atas bila waktu reading period. On top of that, dia cakap i go surfing on the net. Sigh, nevermind cos i am sure that all sec 2s are sick n tired of me walking around telling them to read or hushing them. I knoe my malay students are aware of dat cos they are always my target. Tak kisahlah, maybe dugaan Tuhan just cos there is just one time that i went up earlier because i dont have a form class and i see other form teachers also doing that. Dahlah bila aku masuk sekolah itu, aku tidak diperkenalkan pada the entire school JUST cos i came in during the exam period. No proper introduction to colleagues and freshies activities, aku selalu diketepikan. Tak kecil hati pun sedikit. Frankly, MGS soooo much better that FTPSS not cos of the students but because of the school culture and colleagues there are so much together and supportive than in FTPSS. Many commented that, " Oh, its very warm here and the colleagues are very nice." Hellooooo, people are nice only when u are in their clique or u can rub their shoulders lah. Bloody hypocrite seh when they said dat.

I believe in Allah and being true to myself. Let them comment wadeva untrue things about me but i will always remember to take it with a pinch of salt. Rumours many times hurt but lets not be all self pity about it. INSTEAD, i am going to turn it into obstacles that will make me erase bit by bit my weaknesses and be a better human. The principal, vp and HOD, i am sure they are in that position to see better but if they dont, God sees better than them and i am sure the students too.

Daripada aku maki, baiklah aku berzikir untuk tambahkan pahala percuma aku difitnah dan diumpat.