Yeay! I found my thumbdrive. It was in the lil bag dat sumone (who dislike me) gave. Which remind me that the next time i get another of her invitation, i shud like email her back saying quit messaging me cos U DONT LIKE ME REMEMBER! Yeah, i still read her blog cos i like seeing her fine and all pretty but dat doesnt mean i want to be frens. Bak kata pepatah, dekat-dekat busuk dan jauh-jauh wangi. Mine! This post just buttered my self-esteem. Tak tahu malu...nenek kebayan. Hmm... i miss the mean me. So snobbish but wat the heck...No big deallah but a moment of that helps a lot.

I cleaned up my cupboard and soon, its gonna be messy again. A matter of time. By the end of this week, my bank account will be so pathetic. Baju nikah n baju dulang siap this Saturday. My spec too. Soon, i have to make way for the bedroom set deposit. Shaiful is wrecking his head too while me... i am just too cool. I thot i am a worry wart but seems like my fiancee is worst. I dont knoe how i am gonna manage with the expenses but i am just keeping cool. Sumtimes, i get irritated by my fiancee who worries a bit too soon about things. The hse dat we want is a major one like a downpayment of 30-45k on a 4 roomed flat. Yeah, we are probably lucky since his parents wanna give us the 20k but dats not a guarantee rite cos i probably made them withdraw the offer since i am quite an unpleasant daughter in law. Told him we saved for that while staying with his parents for 3 yearslah. Every mth, we set aside 1k but still he worries and worries. U knoe wat... i tink we shud worry most is about our upcoming events and honeymoon. Kursus rumahtangga belum pergi tau n its just 2 mths away.