He knew its not that easy for me to maintain my anger
He was like this sheepish lil fat boy and as much as i am angry at him, he knew too that i love him as much too. God! Why its so hard to scream continuously at him? Why cant i be so angry?
I hate fat ppl, they always get away w things just cos they look like a carebear. Fats are manipulative. U think slim is sleek.... no no cos fat is even more sleek. Have u seen gargamel more adorable than stumpy smurfs? Or even that hooded enemy fr carebears? To be truthful the ugly looking ogre from carebear seems more likeable than that hooded cape magician (i dont knoe wats his name) just cos he is round and fluffy. Fat ppl looks innocent and adorable, thats why they get away w things. Fat ppl are never bimbo... only skinny girls w fat boops. Wat am i yakking abt?

Yeah, this couple watching it at TP and the other too watching it at TP. Just that one at toa payoh n the other at tampines. Had to be about waiting? macam sindir me since i have to wait for hours til my ogre appeared w roses. At least, Sandra got Keanu. Heh, but i am as lucky too cos i bet Keanu wont handle my sulky nonsense. He still love me tho i called him dumb. Be it Keanu or any other dude, i would just be kicked on the ass. Breeze sailing movie and life is all about waiting for the right time cos waiting happens for a reason. Like me waiting that long for him today cos definitely God wont want us to make out. Shit might happen so i shudnt be too moody abt the starting cos the ending is more beautiful. I love him tho my love fluctuates. At the end of the day, i just want to get back on the road holding his hands and smiling at his adorable face.
Oooh! Another thing that i want to remember, Today i went over to Pizza Hut Toa Payoh to look at Amin. He was working hard. He is sulky but work seems to mature and discipline him. Imagine at 14 working to support himself since parents divorced and now have their own lives. He had to pay part of his house expenses w brother and also pay his fees. I refused to cry again for my students. Will it help if i cry? It wont so i just have to be strong and even stronger ensuring them of how important education and responsibilities are. I hope Amin will have a great career ahead and be the best parents to his kids... so much better than his own parents.
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