Thursday, February 23, 2006

I am a bit sleepy and my dark rings are from bad to worst.
Sleep but dont really resting or sleeping.
Waking up not feeling fresh but still looking forward to start my day with LI and school werk.
Sheesh the pendetaweb is down and i cant do my IT assg. Basket, thot of handing it in today.
Then, my whole planning of act smart by using the online translator to do my Portuguese hwk did not go well. I am smarter than that online translator lah. So hopeless, cant totally depend on internet. So going back home to do it manually. Print sum articles on Rock history. Basket twice, i cant remember where i put my whole stack of rock info. Feel like shooting myself but Shaiful wont let me.

Oh, yesterday? I had great time at the Actorlympics with Naz. Kelakarlah and was so happy dat Naz is courageous enuff to go up the stage. I hope i could take pics of her doing the silly act directed by Afdlin. She is a real sport lah. We took pics and Ida Nerina looks like the 7-eleven crush i had years back. Of cos the cashier was a guy but later evolved into a whoo-man.So bila jadi whoo-man tu macam Ida Nerinalah cuma taller. Dats definitely the highlight for yesterday next to the happy moments w Fat and Shark plus the housemates in the pool on the other night. Oh the Perjumpaan for Malam Perpisahan. It went well n great for all of them except us. Not their fault just dat i am an anti-climax who dont really fancy 90% of the ppl there. Its mutual. But its greatlah for them n tho i dislike the packed food idea but i love the yummy pedas bee hoon goreng n karipap. Sedaplah makanannya.See...i shudnt be too judgmental and quick to conclude bout the packed food.

Wat about my past going to b 3 years experience in UM?
Like every good things, there are sure to be bad things.
I went to UM with Radz n Janah. Stayed w them but eventually decided to move out as differences surfaced.
Its sad that only in UM we realized our differences. Its only in UM dat i start to be mean to them. Poor Janah got hit by a plastic container in her head accidentally and Radz, i shouted at her just like how she maniacly shouted at me. Its nasty and ugly. The others get my on my nerves too because i am too opinionated and too quick to conclude sumtings. However, there are some frens dat get on my nerves but i magically adore every drop of goodness in them despite of their flaws. Shark is one big example...Fat is next. From ernie to gummy bear than to Shark and now, she is Grumpy Grinch. Fat...i just cant explain it but she is perfectly wonderful when she dont act like an emotional baggage. Of cos, there are Zuraidah, Sof, Kak Su, Erna n the dual like Aisyah n Zainab. The Seni girls were great and they made me realize its great not only to hang out w Sg teachers. I feel more in a clan with them. Mizah n Halimah, they were nice too but i get indebted if i dont appreciate their gestures. Actually i dont feel guilty or feel indebted at all. Expectations, i learn a lot about that. But one thing i know is dat i dont owe my frens anything just like how they dont owe me anything. Ppl dat dont matter to me, it doesnt matter wat they perceive about me just like how it doesnt matter wat i perceive about them. So UM apart from politics and discovering my nasty side plus good side maybe, i luv all the lecturers that made the entire 3 years worthwhile. Thus, Malaysia is a great place to gain knowledge too just like any other places in the world.

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