Do all girls actually desire for thrill and adventures just before they knoe dat they are going to get married? Do we, girls, think dat marriage is all about boredom, surrendering and producing?
Are we really sure that when we are happy doing things together with our the other half, we are actually really happy and he is actually our happiness?



This movie is about that, confusion, screwing-up, probably 'sluts' and rumours.
Its not dat great but i like the message in it.
So many times we want sumting more and different than wat we have when actually sumtimes, we dont actually need that. I have always knoe dat there will always be someone better and more fun than my fiancee but dat doesnt mean dat he is the one for me. Is it in the mind dat i have stated dat? Is it because i think dat i can never get better than him? Frankly with the way he is treating me and loving me, i am very sure dat i will never be able to find anyone else who will love me like he does. Maybe its in the mind, psychologically, but i am very sure its in my heart too. I know that i dont only think but i also feel when i am with him. Right now, its all about handling the real differences dat we have. Will our hands still be holding tight together? I really want to hold ur hands tightly. I love you, Shaifulbahri and please dont let me go.

We watched the movie after the wedding at Jurong East. Thot of visiting Fadzli but both were too tired to ride all the way to the other end of Singapore. Shaiful was 3 hours late in picking me up. Woke him up at the library and then rushed home to get ready. Suppose to meet him at 4 but i was only ready at 5. Called him and he was sleepinglah. Too in love with him and understood dat he was tired since back from night shift. Got onto the train to totally develop an interest on "my parents' age" Rock couple. It will be great if i get to snap their pics for my LI.
The wedding was the simplest "revival of the 80's" void deck reception. Food was ok and i actually like the lontong. Not badlah the catering service. The entertainment was good too. The best thing about wedding is families and relatives rewang together. I hope for my wedding gonna be like dat but its almost impossible nowadays. Jobs and other commitments made us lose the semangat gotong royong dalam saudara.

Sigh...heading back to KL before the aches are gone.