Wednesday, January 11, 2006



Watched Emily Rose at Nora's pl since she has the dvd but have not watch it yet.
I admit dat i dont really fancy supernatural movies but Shark just made me interested and curious enuff to give Emily a try. Hanged out at nora's pl and turn on the dvd right after my fav Indon drama 'Dia'. It was shout of liberation when Fifi got pushed by Irfan. Ok bout Emily Rose...very good and such an awakening movie to me. How many of us are guilty of believing God but in reality, not practicing or actually believing? I knoe i am guilty of dat, i am guilty of being the prosecutor...the man who proudly said dat he believed in God but wadeva he uttered and practiced are contradicting to wat he believe. Religion and fact? Religion and science? I once talked to my student, Nureen dat i worried so much dat the phrase, " I believe in Allah." is just gonna be lip service. I worried so much for my students and future children to become like dat. She highlighted sumting dat made me amazed and glad at the same time. Despite at times, years back, i got confused a bit w my faith...it never affected her and she is glad dat eventually, i have learn to really believe in Allah. How embarassing dat my naughty lil chipmunk observes me better than i do but i am thankful that she never judge me wrongly. Back to Emily Rose, it really touches me when she accepted her faith despite the pain and agony. It makes me even more believe in Luh Mahfuz (if the spelling is right), kuasa Allah yang meliputi segala yang ada dan yang ghaib and God's mercy. I have to berserah segalanya kepada Allah dan percaya bahawa segala yang terjadi serta apa-apa yang berlaku adalah di atas kehendak Allah. God will not let u hold a pen if God do not give you the permission to do so. I am writing it here so dat i can always remember and believe in Allah. If any of you readers have the time, do read up Surah Al-Jin. I hope we all will be protected by Allah and sentiasa diberikan petunjuk dan kecekalan hati untuk menjalani kehidupan ini mengikut kehendak Allah. Amin.

Shark, thanks again to you. You may not be the perfect friend or human but you never fail to make me learn and realize the importance of faith little by little in this life. A part of the petunjuk from Allah, i am very sure manifested thru u too.

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