Tuesday, May 03, 2005

I am not sure wats gonna be up for today.
Been procrastinating my LI and heh, he reminded me that probably i dont actually make time for myself. Okie...seems like i am guilty of that. Shall i start today but first w doing the changes to my content page and typing the intro since i have a rough background on the history of rock. Try ah.

Mum plan to go to the agency to pay up and get a letter on dad going to join us.
You see these chinky corporates dont know that in order for ladies or family to go on pilgrimage, we need to bring along a 'muhrim' and of cos, i have to bring my dad.
Stupid ppl and yeah bang me, i am in my racist mode rite now. Helps a lot too that i dont have chinky frens. I need chinky frens or i will be more racist then usual. Pardon me and sheesh i feel bad abt this but i cant stand them actually to a point i just totally dont notice them. Ahaha, helps a lot too k that i look chinky myself. However,i luv most old chinky ppl and they are my neighbours. Sigh, obviously i am confused by my feeling of racism. CHINKY!!!!

Hello Mr S of Venture Private Ltd,you dont have a choice but to give my dad his unpaid leave since he is going for his pilgrimage. Its religious affair and even us cant say "NO" to it so definitely and precisely you cant too.

Yesterday ate the pregnant bbq sotong at Fork & Spoon. Sedap k and i will be going to that blog for more drooling. I must compliment her for being my favourite mummy. She dont know i exist but her existence gives me great joy with her constant sharing of recipies and food recommendation. Sedap k that thing cos the sambal is yummy. Sigh, of cos he didnt taste it cos it has sambal. You know Giant who scared of spicy hot sambal...dat makes elves and gnomes the lucky group. Sheesh, if i can get satay kambing that will just be the perfect meal. Satay kambing, my next craving altho it gonna threatens my tummy. We then chill and chatted about stuff. I notice that he likes to talk abt his past and dats probably cos i ask him that, while i talked abt my present issues like is a blog a facade or definitely more sugar coated that the actual sweetness. Like is a blog a platform to compare and race for a better life or its just a space to detriorate others. After that it went like WTF, its ppl's own blog seh and my confusion plus qs prove frivolous. It can be dumb to be over-analytical at times or maybe many times in my case. He told me never and try to be very humble in my blog plus never forget Allah even if my life is as great as I never imagined. He said even praying 5 times a day are just routine exercises if deep inside, you dont remember or bring God the closest to ur heart. Which brings me to a point to myself that i shudnt need anything material to stabilize me basically but just my belief and Allah. Saaap, from racism to feeling religious. K ppl puking but this is a reminder to myself. Thus, my blog is a reminder to myself and hopefully i get to ameliorate humanly.

Amin.

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