Here is wat it says abt me: 18th Sept baby

Those born on September 18 are very private, even secretive ppl who for one reason or another often find themselves in a very public careers.
- agree cos i luv my space, i hate crowds cos it suffocates me. I haf lotsa secrets dat i dont luv remembering but i leaked it out when i trust. However, i luv watching ppl and getting to knoe them in the hope dat i can learn fr them and also put a smile on them.

Their world is a highly personal one to which entrance is not granted easily.
- takes a long time for me to get comfortable.

They can be depended on, but perhaps not forever, because w great finality and suddenness they are capable of closing the door on a frenship or love relationship. Thus, they may be dangerous ppl to get involved w unless their partners are prepared for their changes of heart.
-it can happen suddenly when i think i am of no use and do not bring any importance to the ppl around me. As much as it scares ppl around me, it scares me too. The latter sentence probably made sum of u smiling at how i am incapable of being in a relationship.

Those born on this day r capable of attaining tremendous success, but they can equally b bounded by repeated failure n plain bad luck. The theme of beauty is central to their lives. They are highly sensitive to any kind of strife, violence or bitter competition, which they would just as soon avoid.
- i dont like to b in situation dats not gonna bring out the best in me as a person. Even if i luv sumone dearly n there is another party, i will leave immediately cos i wont want to b sumone who gonna fight selfishly for the one i love and hurt others including the person i love.

The fact is....are not capable of handling a lot of stress and despite their imposing or attractive appearance may not also be blessed w the highest degree of self-confidence.
- obviously, i haf a problem w dat and at times, i dont wish to haf confidence. Why? Wat if i become a snob?

...faced w complex problems, however, they respond to the challenge well, bcos basically they enjoy figuring things out. They really do want to understand and in order to do that they can often sequester or isolate themselves fr the world, so that they can conduct their internal investigations in private...
- i can say dat i am a very practical one who seek solutions. If i go missing on u, not dat i am avoiding u but cos i want to understand n rationalize things. When i find out dat i am of no good to u, i normally disappear for good. Up to u too if u want me to still b there or just disappear.

... have a special relationship w worship or belief, whether realized in personal dev, artistic expression or social interaction. Bcos of their devotional nature, they do well in studies and lifestyles which demand unbroken concentration and attention, as well as submerging of their own ego. This suppression of their affect can create emotional difficulties, but may also produce an air of mystery about them that makes them highly attractive.
- Still not sure how true is dat but i do think of Allah every second, heh even when i am at the peak of pleasure.

...they leave wat is passed behind them and rarely reopen a closed issue or failed relationship.
- yeah, i dont wish to turn back time even tho all those i had love, i still love and wish to make things better. But making things better may not b wat is better for them.

My strengths: thoughtful, serious, aesthetic

My weakness: isolated, troubled, negative

...thanks Saiful for lending me the book, see u soon to return this book.