Monday, February 07, 2005

So many gd conversations were held yesterday in front of this pc.
Its not gossips lah, its about a book and then music and then abt the obvious dos n donts. I enjoy talking to ladies cos i haf never been lucky and dat open in expressing my thots n haf sorta like brain teasing discourse w guys. Probably cos i got smitten by them and all i want was shut up since my only one relationship dat lasted long and urged me to reveal the other side of me, make him (dah kahwin sekarang) irritated and gave sum nudge and red marks since scotch tape wasnt available at the moment. He made me learn how to shut up a bit and more cautious w my opinions.

Its going to be another long entry since i feel like belching out my air of thoughts.

A fren told me abt the origin of 1001 nights.
I haf not read dat book tho i served 2 years in IE doing literature.
Dats beside it, mmm she told me it was told by a harem who later became the queen of Baghdad. Her name is Shahrezad who created the 1001 tales in the hope dat it will save her life every night as the king's wife. The King of Baghdad was a widower after he slayed his infidel wife and his lover. So since dat dat, the king became a psycho as he got married and murdered the women he was married to immediately after the first night. Soon, Shahrezad was fated to marry him and she was terrified. However, she was calm and thot of ways to save her life. She captured the king's attention and interest with her bed time tales and it had been going on for 1001 nights. At the same time, she actually act as a good wife to the king like yeah probably the typical housewife thing who fed the hubby, the gd partner in bed and yeah, helping him to run his country. All these win the king's heart that he finally fell for the story-teller. Beautiful? Yeah, it is to me. I am thinking dat it made a good gift for a bride. It was a gd conversation talking abt the story. I wish, i can like cut paste part of the conversation but it wasnt saved. I will only reveal my opinion on that story personally to those who want to knoe.

Next was a conversation dat spontaneously happened and its about music. A fren told me dat Islam totally haramkan music especially those electronic music. I was amazed by the thing she brought to my attention. I was glad dat i remained politely quiet and let her explained altho in my heart, it urged me to blindly oppose dat statement. After her lil explanation which bring me back to the 5 main points Islamic music in my research, i knoe wat she was talking about. She did say too, its a debatable issue on the status of music in Islam. Yeah, i agree but i also think dat music is pure and good however, music is another victim of human's destruction and chaos. We, human, always misuse things like grapes are good to eat n healthy but we just had to create a fermentation process to turn grapes into wine. Human music is like wine, full of obsession and hallucination. Oh yeah, we also changed views on dolls. To a certain extend, there are many things dat we couldnt help it but keep it at a very minimal point and hope, it will be okay. My cute stuffed toys in my cupboard and dat dangling lil kitty, the gift fr sumone. I cant discard them, toys the soft spot in our girlie hearts.

Sharky got online and we chatted abt dos n donts plus how, i couldnt be there for my frens. Many things dat i dont understand and few things dat i cannot and will not understand. If u were to tell me about gayism and expect me to side with you or be in a gay rights rally, i cant and i REALLY cant. To be frens with u is fine but to agree to ur doing and support it altho i had my past history (which is expected dat i shud understand it)is soooo wrong. Its clean cut dat it is wrong. Its like obviously stealing is wrong altho u are doing it to save a life. Yeah, i will steal and saved a life but i will also give my hand dat stole to be chopped off. Yeah and like i may haf an affair as an escapism from my unloved or disastrous marriage but i will also serve the punishment in my husband's hand for shaming him and going against God's word in the koran. Finally, yeah... i am not wearing any head scarf to cover my hair and a deservable punishment for that later altho the reason for not wearing is i am not ready and i may still think its unpractical. Like wrong is wrong altho u may even haf a justifiable reason on ur own for it.

It was an analytical day that i am just glad it come once a while.
Other than that, i treasure my simplicity and being a leveller (another attempt i made at I-Village).

Meeting at the library.

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