Tuesday, February 15, 2005

I am actually in no mood to blog but it changed, the minute i bloghopped and read about slashing wrist.
Wanted to tag but i am a stranger and wat if, i appear to be offensive. Thus the mind go blank and the so called safe spot is my blog.
Fat just distracted me after finished her babies dosage.
She was looking at Asznani's blog for pics of her fair lovelies.
Girls, when we are in love and lack of love from family, tend to be a bit clingy and dependent on boyfren. Its pretty normal cos we are seeking love. Guys normally dont like clingy and emotional girls. The truth is emotional girls are the real high maintenance. U haf to give them attention 24/7 and always meet up to their expectations. Tuff one rite and thank you to all guys who turned out to be jerks for not giving way to my emotions. They were mean for doing dat but i haf to quit being such a cling bimbo who constantly demand for emotional buttering up. I haf a problem of insecurities and self-esteem...i haf to deal with it. Howeva, this doesnt mean asking for a phrase of i love u and to be pampered w attention at times gonna brand one an extremely clingy bitch. Guys, we are clingy and u knoe it but if we really suffocate u til we turn obsessive lovers, i rather hate u for leaving me than letting myself destroyed in my own issues. I hope dat blogger will be fine and able to control emotions. We always want to be the best for our dear one but in reality, we cannot be the best but only give our best. I hope blogger gonna be fine cos it hurts me to see women hurting themselves to gain love. I had been there and i wont want to be there again. Dats about all before it strats to be draggy.

More updates on schol when i come back. Please grant strength to women, emotional strength, oh Allah. Amen.

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