Asmaradana

Asmaradana, kemuncak cinta. Aku sanggup menghinakan diriku demi mengejar cinta suci yang sebenar-benarnya. Dat was part of the beautiful recitations in PGL except dat it wasnt the exact same thing. How lame men are to realize love so slow and always in denial? Women are really like warriors with sincerity and great beliefs. The love in PGL wasnt an obsession but sincerity. Thin line btw obsession n sincerity. She wanted to worship and walk the same path of her lover. She wanted to breathe the air exhaled by her lover. All that without even expecting the lover to realize it and reciprocate. To love sincerely and take all hurt as well as sacrificing herself. Unfortunately, her lover just took a long time to realize it and only later regret after causing her lots of pain dat she neva complaint to him. Guys are too dumb and girls are too silent but when girls talk and reveal, guys think girls are being manipulative. Frankly, its a dead end situation or a no end situation. Howeva, the love was sad tho PGL was admirable. Obviously, i watched the movie w Sharky n Fat at midnight. Couldnt resist it but kinda disappointed cos the plot is weak n stagnant to me. Poor music too and not really dat great props. Actors n Actress kinda lack in making the audience feel. Tiara didnt carry the role well as Javanese princess. Lots of ppl actually dont suit the roles. Howeva, the beauty in language as well as the dance movement kinda intricately aesthetic. Language in the script is good but not enuff to make the movie as great as it is overly boasted. Well, just my opinion and i really think, that P Ramlee still the best person in making great epic movies. Music, PGL just lacking dat in the movie altho Asmaradana was a great song and shud b played while they were climbing up the hill to find PGL.

Just got home. Tomorrow a long day cos i haf to do many errands. Haf to start on my interview too and going to a mosque to study its architecture for my 10 pages essay. I luv field work and observation altho its kinda time-consuming. Insya-Allah, i will get most work done especially my translation b4 i reached KL on Monday morning. Birthday coming and i sighed at the thot of compulsory coming home on my bday. Frankly, bday is great and living is wonderful but it just sucky and hateful when u think if all those unnnecessary insincere mean ppl dat u haf to bump onto. Shall i say they are opportunists who just want to haf a taste of girlhood thru emotional lying? Again, i let myself into it so i haf myself to b blame too.

We eventually handed in our major Pengetahuan Islam assg. Glad and thankful tho was stressed at certtain things like alignment, partners, impatience and distractions. Had a tiff w Sharky after she envied and whined at the greatness of other ppl's assg dat was completely fabricated w beautiful papers and vcds other than a 40 plus pages. I was pissed cos i think we shud b proud of our work and all that fabrication doesnt mean dat they are way great n better. So i was over-reacting when i shud just ogled at her and snapped, " So Wat?" I always believe in rezeki masing-masing and doesnt mean dat u haf sumting or gd at sumting, u are perfect or better. We are better than each other in certain ways but that doesnt mean we are superior. Shut up, Liza! I knoe i talked too much but i am glad, this lil thing dont affect frenship. Ppl who let such minor things to b affected are just ppl dat u probably shudnt find worthiness in friendship.

Naga, a chinese symbol of bravery and fiery. An adorable, helpful and shy Indian lady w dat name on her tag. Wat a contradiction. I still cant forget her face when the malay lady scolded her for being overly excited on helping Fat n I get the bill while Sharky was actually settling the bill in front of her. Strangers do simply touch my heart n memory without the slightest thot.